Feel so miserable when I found that I had lost my passion towards music gradually. Couldn’t deny that all my skills, no matter piano or drum or whatever had become weaker and weaker. I can’t even play my favourite song that day when I’m sitting in front of the piano. I’m such a failure. Wasted my parents so much money to send me to music lessons for so many years. What am I n where am I? Where is my target? Where is my dream? Where are you???
My mood changes so fast since last night and the feeling had continued until now. It’s just like switching a switch on or off. Had tried my best to smile when all of u r telling jokes last night when we are celebrating birthday with a senior. I just couldn’t control myself. I’m emo, not only because of losing my passion towards music, but it’s… Haiz, it’s too complicated to describe in words.
Can’t stop crying last night when I am alone in the room. I’m glad that my roommates are not in last night so that I can cry out loudly. Haiz.. I think I need some drinks…
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